Just some idiocy

It was a rusting hulk of an iron bridge, the kind they used to use for trains. Nothing has gone across it for at least ten years now, and leafy vines have begun to twist and choke the dark brown struts. That is where he was laying, in the middle of the old bridge on his back looking up at the sky. He was all dressed in black, like he was going to a funeral and he had his arms behind his head pillowing it. Slowly I walk up to him and look down to his face, if he saw me he never let on. So I decided to speak to him "ummmm why are you laying there? You know that rust and tar from the rail ties are going to ruin your suit." Still looking up at the sky he says "It's old"
"what's old?" I ask him.
"The suit" he says "it's old, I got it from a thrift store for about six bucks, quite a deal if I do say so myself"
"That's nice, but you still didn't tell me why you are just laying there" I say to him.
"Didn't I? Well if you must know I am waiting" he replies.
Still looking up he yawns a little, staring at nothing. Looking up myself I ask him "well what are you waiting for?"
"The opening" he says "just waiting for the opening."
"Man you are strange" I say to him.
"No stranger then you" he says "talking to a complete stranger on a rusty old bridge in the middle of nowhere."
He did have a point there, and to tell you the truth I have no idea why I am even here. It's like some force drew me here, normally I don't like to even go any place close to vegatation, to many bugs in it for my taste. Yet still here I am in the middle of a bridge talking to a loon.

Blah I can't think of anything else to put here. So I better quit while I am ahead.

As for my song of the day it is Mother by Danzig
Have a good night all

Jeremy

Hey there people I wanted to show you all my new friend Willis. So here he is.

Another odd thing that happened, the girl I mentioned earlier that I have been dating told me the other day that she only wants to be friends :S Now I know what you are probably saying right now, "what's wrong with being friends?" Well there really isn't all that much wrong with it, except for when what you want is to be loved by some one. In a way I am happy she told me early instead of waiting till I totally fell for her, but I would have liked it even more if she told me before we kissed. Oh well I guess it's alright I guess, the only problem is that women usually say that to me all the time. lol Actually it's what they always say to me, and it is kinda starting to piss me off a little, not to mention the blow to the self esteem that it makes. It starts to make me wonder what exactly it is about me that repulses women so they only want to be frieds. Ugg now I am starting to feel sorry for my self, so I will stop talking about it. So I will start talking about some thing else. My PS2 for example, I got it in the summer time from my friend for free, well not exactly free, I gave him $50 and he gave me the PS2 and a bunch of games. Now the only problem is that the PS2 is a piece of crap, mostly because it can't play DVDs any more and a couple of ganes don't work in it. One game that won't work in it is God Of War, which pisses me off because I just traded one of my old games for it this weekend, and I really want to play it.

Oh well that is my rant for now
And now for my music pick for the night and the song is Magic Moment now this is the remake of the song not the original. Now the remake is done by the Misfits and it is on there Project 1950 album.

Well I gotta go now but I will be talking to you later

Jeremy

Yes people tonight I am feeling pretty frigging awesome. You see I got to spend some time with my friend, the one I wrote about last time. Not only is she very cute she is also a pretty damn good cook as well. She made us some curry vegitables and some rich, which was very tasty indeed We then went to watch a movie in her room and cuddle, when some of her friends came over, which at first I really wasn't all to excited about. lol After all I wanted to be a little shelfish and have her all to myself tonight . But we went to her friends and we watched a movie, it was the remake of Dawn of the Dead. We all liked it lol even the scene with the zombie baby . After the movie we played some guitar hero which I by the way suck at lol. We then watched another movie I think it was called Hot Rod, it was a pretty funky movie, and kinda random but it was totally silly and I liked it. When the movie was over we decided to go back to her place, which is a very short walk. While we were walking it was snowing and it looked very beautiful seing the snow flakes falling and having the street lighs reflecting off them. That's when I gave her a kiss, it was pretty romantic with the scenery and all, and we didn't need to worry about the traffic either, mostly due to the fact that it was 1AM and all. The only sad part of the night was that when we got back to her place I had to get home but we held eachother outside while I waited for my taxi to come to take me home.

So now you know why I am in a pretty frigging awesome mood right now.

Now here is my music pick of the night, it is Angels Don't Kill by Children Of Bodom

Well have a good night all

Jeremy

Well hello all of you, I really havn't been around to much the past week or two. Mostly because I have been a little to tired in the evenings when I get home from work. Well a couple of interesting things have happened to me recently. The first thing is that I have gone on two more dates and am starting to get a little closer with the girl I have been going out with. She even told me that I am a good kisser too
I have also begun to feel happier which is odd. The bad thing is that I think I am starting to get a cold or something which I kinda hate. One reason I am getting one is the fact that my dad likes to use my mug when he takes his pill. I guess he is just to lazy to go into the cubbord and take one from there.

Now last night was my third date with the girl that I mentioned earlier, it was a good one too. We went to the pub for $2 beernight and we shared a big plate of sweet potatoe fries, which were awesome by the way. After we were finished there we went back to her place and watched the Bad News Bears movie. (The remake with billy bob thorton) Heehee we cuddled while we watched it, which felt very nice mostly because I havn't been cuddled in a while. HA at the time I was so confertable that I was thinking of staying there over night and calling in sick the next day at work, just so I could continue to cuddle. The only problem with that though is that I would have had to go to the doctor and pretend to be sick to get a note from him saying I was sick. I have also realized that cuddles are like drugs, when you start getting them you want to keep getting them. Oh well I think I can wait for my next date...... I hope.

Well I guess it is time to go now, so it is also time for my song of the night
The song is The Good Soldier by Nine Inch Nails

Have a good night all

Jeremy

Ok so here is something I wrote last week while I was on the bus, lol on my way to a date of all things. So here it is

The Phantom Creep

by

Beware the Phantom Creep
Made of shadow he does not sleep
Be afraid and do not doubt
He will slide his knife across your throught
Be it now or be it then
He shall stalk you till your end
You can hide but make no mistake
He leaves fear, blood and death in his wake
Tonight your life you may keep
Always beware the Phantom Creep

Well I hope you liked it

Jeremy