I did some baking this afternoon and I am here to post the pictures of what I made.

Darkness, darkness is all I see and slowly my vision begins to return. Blurry at first, only shades of light and dark, then formless shapes. I wait for a little while and my vision becomes sharper and I am able to once again see.

I am alone in an elavator, metal panneled walls with a woodgrain patteren and stainless steel highlights. There is a single fluorescent light in the celing casting it's pale light on me, giving my skin a light blue tint. I can hear it's buzzing over the tacky music being piped in over the PA speaker.

I look at the button pannel, green lights illuminating each number. The floor indicator says that the elevator is on the first floor, and it looks like it only go's down. I press the button and I feel the elevator jump to life and start to move.

Standing there I try to remember how exactly I got here. The last thing I can recall is walking to the store and crossing the street and then I wake up here. I can't seem to shake the feeling that something wrong happened to me. It is a horrible feeling giving me a squeemish feeling in the pit of my stomache. My head starts to feel light and my body feels warm. Nervously I start to pace in the confined space wishing and hoping that the damn elevator stops.

Sitting in the corner I lean my back against the cool wall and close my eyes. I try to slow my breathing and calm my self down, but it really doesn't work and my heart feels like it is going to beat right out of my chest. I raise my shaking hands to my face and begin to cry, begging and pleading to what ever god is out there to let me know just what I am doing in here.

It seems like I have been in here for hours and that feeling of dread still hasn't left me. The only change is that I now feel tired, so I curl up into a ball and drift off to sleep. As I sleep I dream and in the dreem I am back at the cross walk. I see the green light telling me that it is safe to cross so I begin to walk. Then I hear it, the screeching tires and the shrill scream of a woman. I can feel the impact, the unforgiving metal slamming into me crushing my body. The last tings I feel are the taste of blood and vomit in the back of my throught and the pain throughout my whole body then my vision go's black.

I wake from my sleep screaming, sweat covering my body. The feeling of dread has left me and is replaced with a cool understanding. I died on that street, that's why I am here, that's why I was afraid. I knew it all along but I was to afraid to admit it to myself, I didn't want to believe that this elevator was all there was.

I feel a change in my surroundings, the elevator, it is starting to slow down. Slowly I get to my feet and fix my clothes. Looking at the button pannel I see that the floor has finally changed. It now says B1 and I can feel the elevator stop. There is a mechanical bing and the doors slide open without any effort. Looking out the door way all I can see is a dimly lit grimy cement hall. Summoning all the courage that I have in my soul, I leave the elevator and step into the unknown.

Soooo I hope you liked this, if I have any more ideas I will write them. Now it is my song of the night, and tomnight it is Rock and Roll by Motorhead I hope you enjoy it.

So till next time, have funn all

Jeremy

Hello all out there, so I had my date tonight. I really enjoyed it, we went to the pub and had some dinner and some beer, then we walked around town for a little while. lol then we went to the park and played on the teeter totter for a little while. Lol I wonder what the people around there thought seeing a couple of people in there late 20's playing on the childrens play ground in the dark. We may go see a movie tomorrow to, lol we both want to go see Beowulf. I am hoping that she likes me, but my luck she will only just want to be friends. You know there is nothing wrong with just being fiends, but it is difficult being friends when you just want to be loved by someone.

So today after work we all had a meeting with one of the factory reps, it was about saftey. It seems that some of the people in production have been hurting them selves. Some of them have even been loosing digets. Geee a guy looses a finger and we all have to suffer through a lecture about common sence saftey issues. I have one thing to say ummmm maybe you shouldn't put your hand near aomething that will take your fingers off.

Oh well it's time for me to go now

and tonight's song pick is Tonight Tonight by The Smashing Pumpkins

Have a good night all and sleep well

Jeremy

Ok so last night I was going to post on here, and it wouldn't let me get on, I kept getting an error page grrrr. So with that over it's time to tell the good news, something I never thought would happen for a long time is going to happen tomorrow night. I actually have a date!!! How weird is that, I always thought that I was non attractive to women, I guess I proved myself wrong. I do believe it will be a good night, we are going to be going to get some food and then to the pub. You never know, this may be the start of something good.

Work is going awesome I am also getting better at it too and some of the people keep saying that I am doing a good job at it.

I Well I have to go for now so it's time for the song of the day, and it is God's Gonna Cut You Down by Johnny Cash I really don't need to explain why it is a good song, because it is a Johnny Cash song. Also try to find the video of it and see how many of the people in it you can name

Have a good night all

Jeremy

The power is still out tonight, it has almost been 24 hours now. The bitch of the thing is that there was a power truck that went down the road about an hour and a half ago. But it can't really be a high priority mostly because there are only like five houses that have no power on my street. Lol I can look down the road and se houses with all there lights on, it kinda pisses me off seeing that. So without power today felt like it went on forever, ugg I hope it comes back on soon because I really need a shower plus it is getting kinda cold in here too.

Now on to other things, I beat the Killzone game I got yesterday but I still need to keep playing it because I still haven't unlocked everything yet, however it says I am 41% compleat. The cool thing is with this game I can go on to there webpage through the PSP and download stuff for the game, like new weapons and I think new levels too.

Well it's time for me to go now if the power comes back on before I go to bed I will come back on and post some more.

Here is the song of the day for you all, it is Bela Lugosi's Dead by Bauhaus

So untill next time have a good night all

Jeremy

Hello there ladies and gentalmen and who ever falls in between. I must say tonight is going kinda alright, it's snowing outside right now and I am without power as I speak. Now if you are wondering how can I be online without power it is because I am on my laptop and have dialup. So I have the wonderful world of internet for about another hour or so. So I say YAY and do a little dance at that. I am feeling a little hyper tonight, but I think it is because of the icecream I had to eat. It was some kind of caramel cashew crunch thing, it was good but pretty sweet, almost to sweet for me. I got a new game for my PSP today it is called Killzone Liberation. It is a pretty fun game and I must say that if you get into close quarters combat in it, make sure you have the shotgun. A single shot from it almost kills the enemys, the only bad thing is that you only get two shots with it before reload. And also Granades are your best friend, but watch out for the cyber dogs, they are mean, nasty and tough.

Well I better be going for now.

Oh yeah I almost forgot about my song choice for the night it is Stargazer by The Tea Party

Have a good night all

Jeremy

So another work week is done, and now to the weekend. I kinda know what is going to happen all ready, I am just going to sit around home doing nothing. After all it is a fine rutt that I have my self into. One thing I wouldn't mind doing is going out and having a few drinks with some people. Lol I just need to find somebody and some place to go with them however a drunkin me may not be a good thing. What I may do instead though is get a movie or something and watch that, I kinda want to see something funny and scary, getting frightened and laughing my ass off at the same time is the funnest thing to do ever.

I was told the other week to go see Saw 4, I really have no desire to see that. I have seen Saw 2 and it was one of the goofiest silly things I have ever seen. First off the cop in it is so cliche, a good cop that breaks the rules to get "scum" off the street. And the whole thing with the villian kidnapping his son, never seen that one comming. I must say that during the whole thing I kept laughing at it's total sillyness. If I had to rate it I would give it a 2 out of 10, a horrid bit of sillyness.

Now it's my song recommendation for the night and it is Dotted with Hearts by the Horrorpops I hope that you enjoy it.

Talk with you all later

Jeremy

Hello there all

If you are wondering about the title of this post, it is because of what happened today. You see all this week the saftey people have been wandering around the plant, telling the workers how to be safe. Not this morning I had a run in with one of them, he was telling me that I really should have some pylons out while I was cleaning around the racks, which I was no place near. Now I shall get off topic for a little bit, when I first cleaned the racks I was a little nervous that something would fall on me. But then I realized that if something falls on me I would be flattened and most likely leave a big mess to clean up, so now being under the racks really doesn't bother me. Now back on topic, let's see where was I? Oh yes, well after the saftey guy does his thing and tells me about the pylons, he starts to walk away, however he isn't watching where he is going and he almost gets run over by one of the little buggys that are always going around in there. Now these buggys remind me of the ones that are used at the airport for moving the luggage and thay can move pretty quick. Seeing him almost het hit by one made me laugh to myself, now I must ask you does taking humor in seeing someone who may not be the brightest almost getting seriously hurt make me a bad individual?

Now I am going to start doing something at the end of my posts and that is to recmmend a song for all of you to listen to, and tonight it is Garbage Man by The Cramps. I am listening to it right now and it is one of my fave songs, it has a good beat to it and makes me feel good when I hear it. So those of you who do listen to itI hope you enjoy it.

Till next time have a good night all

Jeremy

Hello all of you there in computer land, you know I had this nice rant all lined up tonight about people that say they are my friends and then decide to ignore me without any explanation. But I decided not to do it, mostly because it really doesn't matter if you think about it.

So on friday I decided to start collecting and playing Warhammer 40K, and the faction I am going to use to start off with are the Space Marines. I got one painted up this weekend, so there are 9 more to go. They are going to be from the Ultramarine chapter, I was going to post a pic of the one I got all painted up but it didn't turn out that well. The box I got was the Battle for Macragge set, it comes with 10 space marines, I think either 20 or 24 Tyranids, paints, rule book, measureing sticks, blast templates and dice. It cost me about $85 plus tax. In a way it is a good deal mostly because if you go to get the rule book by it self it is about $85. I wa thinking the next time I get paid I may get another squad of them, and maybe some more paint.

Here is a pic of an Ultramarine in all his glory, lol I just wish I was the one who painted it.

Oh well it's time for me to go for now
so untill next time have fun all

Jeremy

Ok so it's sunday night, and this weekend was alright not great but ok. Friday evening I went to the chineese buffet, it was pretty good. There were these battered fried shrimp that were very tasty and this chicken stuff in a red sauce that was pretty good too. After that I wandered around towm for a little bit and eventually ended up at the pub. No I didn't get drunk I only had one drink. I would have had more but the girl that served me went home and nobody else even came over to see if I wanted anything else, so I sat there for a half hour looking around. I went home and to bed after that. Saturday kinda sucked, I just sat around not really doing anything. There was a storm though tropical storm Noel, there was a lot of wind and rain, the only good thing is that we never lost power, which we usually do. Today was ok, I went a few places nothing to big but at least I was out of the house. I am glad that I go back to work tomorrow. I really like going there, mostly because when I am there it takes my mind off the world around me and I am in my own little world where my actions actually mean something. When I am cleaning at work I know what I am doing is important and that if I didn't do that my area would be a total mess. It is good to be able to see that what you do makes a difference and that you are not just taking up space, which is how I usually feel when I am not at work.

It's time for me to go now. have a good night all.

Jeremy

I am here to tell you all about a gal that I am becoming infatuated with. She is 22, very cute and has pink hair. A few other things about her are that she has the same taste in music as I do, loves the same movies, as well as Star Trek. Well in fact she is like a female version of me, another odd thing is that our fathers had worked in the same place around the same time too. Did I forget to mention she is also a member of the roller derby? However I really have no idea how or what she thinks aout me, so I guess for now I will just be her friend, and admire her from a distance. Now if only emotions were as easy to master as tetris, I would be alright. Oh well not much I can do about that.

Have a good night all
Jeremy

Well today was interesting, work felt pretty fun today and I got to have a free BBQ dinner at lunch. The reason there was a free BBQ was that there was I think 25 million tires made there or something like that. The food was alright, not great but it was free so I'm not complaining. It was chicken and pork, I just wish that there was some BBQ sauce for it. But it came with a free drink and the patato salad was good so it all went good. Now for my evvening, not a whole lot happened but a real interesting thing happened when I used the washroom, or shall I say after I was finished. I had just washed my hands and opened the dwar so I could get a towel, and what was sitting on top of them looking at me?? A little brown mouse was, it saw me and casually walked to the back and dissapeared. The bad thing was that there were mouse turds all through the towels so they all needed to be washed.

Well that was my somewhat interesting day (well at least for me any way)

I will let you all know how my day went tomorrow night, it should be a lot better, because I plan to be going out tomorrow after work.

Till then have a good night all
Jeremy